Ringing.

You know, sometimes I really gotta be grateful even after how mean I was, am, still is, might be in future, to him.

I know better. That he’s NOT and never will be going anywhere. Why?

Remember how I suddenly hit rock bottom? Well, that night, I was minding my own business (what else can an emo person do), not in the mood for anything, staring at my empty canvas and ready to float into emoland when all of a sudden, my cell rang.

Of all people (in a good way), it was SMAY’s text!

She sounded like she had troubles (but always giggling away) of her own. So I called her. Who knew, I was right. We chatted for almost an hour talking about her troubled future, career, opinions and typical going-into-adulthood things.


As a good listener I am (status awarded by people), I enjoy it when people share their problems and ask for advice to help them help themselves.

And I’m grateful I called her that night. It somewhat distracted me from that stupid feeling. Plus, the best feeling is always making people laugh. It’s like my personal bag of happy herbs.

*wink wink*

Still, am still bloody happy that he knew it from the beginning and had it planned way before hand.

I thank you for that ♥

So, another cup cake session? Hehe.