Long Ago.

How long has it been? Eight, nine years? I miss having a best friend all of a sudden :(

Fml.

OMG!!! What in God’s name is wrong with me?! It’s like I’m forgetting almost ANYTHING that’s important!

First, I left my pliers at college and couldn’t do shit about my assignments. Then I left my hot glue gun at home which is one of the most important tool! And NOW, I left my bloody hot glue gun at college and brought the wrong tool home. I know I promised myself not to swear but…

FUCK. MY. LIFE!!!!!!

Dusty.

I'ts been a long time since I touched land over here. So, it's good that 5th semester is ending soon. That means more free time for some serious updates about... Heck, I seriously lost count on all the updates I've missed out on. I'm a slacker, yes.

But WHO is Esther without procrastinations, eh? (the things I do for the slightest self-motivation...)

Speaking of colleges and what not, unfortunately, I was not able to participate in the Interior Design competition that will be held at Taylor's College. Apparently it's strictly for ID students ONLY. If you never knew, I'm a FINE ART student. Which means I only do what Michael Angelo, Picasso or Da Vinci did (Google?). Yeah so, Filzah was devastated.

I exaggerate a lot but, she was AT LEAST a little sad.

Oh well, lost that chance for a good experience but at least I'll still be helping out with some planning and some constructing. Not forgetting my full support for the girls :)

So... I guess you'll just have to wait for the next post then?

I promise I'll be posting new artworks!

Goodnight world.

Thoughts After Midnight.

Every night, I think about her.

Every night, I shed a tear.

Every night, I wished I was there.

Every night, it feels so unfair.

Every night, I longed to see her die.

Every night, that feels better than to cry.

Every night, I always knew.

Every night, I knew that you lied.